I feel utterly alone today. There is a very big spot in my chest that feels empty, and it hurts. I’m feeling off balance, and many other things. And, on top of it all, I feel very angry and disappointed with myself. Self-imposed prison… it’s what I know best, and what’s always been comfortable. Yet, it isn’t any longer. I want to break free, and run away… never looking back. I just don’t know how.