I miss one of my friends… a lot. And I wish that things weren’t all weird right now, because I miss talking to her. It really isn’t fair, this life, when people feel torn in two, and shouldn’t have to experience such things. *sigh* I never wanted to be in the middle of anything… and now it seems like I lose a friend, whom I care about, very deeply. I kinda feel like a part of me is missing. Not a fun experience. How do you stay neutral, and keep things separate, and be happy. I wish that I had the answer to this question, because it’s not fun when you miss anyone. It’s like the one person who means the world to me comes back into my life, and yet a very good friend walks out. I’m so happy, yet, at the same time I’m torn and feeling sad. I want to be able to share said happiness with her.